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Yup, i'm not dead yet. I've been REALLY busy...I'm not sure i've written this here...I may update my journal with some up to date stuff...we'll see.
Oh and here's my DA gallery: http://equoris.deviantart.com

Just posting this to tell you i'm fine, and alive. Not that i think anyone is concerned :D.
Anyway i'm just not feeling very good lately (emotionally)...that's why i'm not posting anything...nothing to share. That's all.

Well it was rather long for sure...i went to bed at around 2 AM, then got up at half past 8 AM, rushed to the college to arrange some paperwork, then went to my beloved, and then went to work, from 1:30 PM to 8:30 PM...12 hours. Nice. Though that was not the first such day. And many more will surely follow...

Damn! Still this friggin cold weather...it's 15 degrees (celcius) at floor level...and about 21 at the ceiling...shees! It's -14 outside...i just HATE this...

Well , first of all, i got a five for my exam (i think that's an "A" in the US, though exams may be graded differently there). Which is pretty cool, because my scholarship will be high, i hope (i had two exams and both were a five). Oh maybe you don't even know that i'm attending college for one and a half year now...well now you know :P.

And in the afternoon i rode my wonderful mare. At first she didn't really want to galopp around. So i broke a stick off a bush, and slightly nipped her rump once or twice...after that i threw it away, and we were wizzin around the pen :D. I didn't need a stick after that, she happily (and yes, i could swore she enjoyed it) galopped on both hands.
When i left the stables it was -11 degrees celsius outside...*shrugs* COLD! It's about -15 outside now...

Okay, so today the paperwork was done, my mare is now "my mare" :P.
Also i uploaded a new userpic. I fiddled around with the old one with photoshop, colored it and made the background transparent. Hope you like it :).

But...today had it's strong negatives...one to be precise. A horse died at the stables. She couldn't stand on her hind legs, they took her from the pasture with a tractor that had a lifting mechanism, the vet examined her, but...I stayed away from the scene, avoiding to see her, most of the people who were at the stables were there though...but still i saw as they took her corpse away with the same tractor, it was shocking...Why did she have to die? Was it her time? I just hope she has a better place to stay...
I tried not to really care about her death...telling myself that this is the way it was meant to be...still, it reminded me of something that i cannot avoid...and that makes me bloody scared, and miserable...

Tomorrow (saturday) is the day i pay up the remainder of the money , so she'll become "my horse". About 500 dollars (complete amount is 1500). *sighs* Half a year ago i couldn't even imagine i would have "my own horse"...back then i didn't know i would love one so much either...

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I imagined what it would be like, if my wonderful mare and i, would be blessed with a foal. All i can think of , is that i would try to be with her as much as possible , during her pregnancy. Trying to protect her, and watch over her, cuddle her, love her more then ever. These are the thoughts that come to my mind...To love her, to protect her, to not let anything harmful happen to her, not even stress, to make her comfortable...These thoughts are ofcourse constant but would probably get much stronger.
I would gladly be the father of a foal, but do i deserve this privilige? Am i up to it? These question also pop into my mind...well that's all...it's past 3 AM here, i need to get some sleep, i'm visiting her today :) *sighs*

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Well i was fiddling around with the ftp server and thus the photo i posted earler cannot be seen here anymore, i'm reposting it, along with some other photos :). This time though not directly here, but i've created an album, here's the link:

http://www.freeweb.hu/sovereign/Images/thumbs3/index.htm

Well, today, as usual, i have visited my beloved, and i took her to an area, where nobody from the stables can see us. She seems to like my touches more and more...though just a bit, but it's progress :). What she seems to enjoy, is, when i'm rubbing/scratching between her teats :). I even sucked on them today, like a foal, it was great, all that warmth there, and that wonderful scent...

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Here i am, half past midnight...i did nothing really useful today (...i slept 'til 12:30 PM...i didn't visit my friends during this weekend, because i wanted to study...but i did nothing today. At least i should've gotten up earlier and should've been with my beloved...but no...i hate myself for this, it's a terrible feeling. And i did the same on thursday...*sigh*...But tomorrow i WILL get up earlier and be with my mare...

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The weather was rather nice yesterday...I visited my love, groomed her and stuff...Nothing special , just the usual :). The day before that was the same, but there was a moment when i looked at the moon (sun already set), and my cheek was againts hers, i saw her eye at the same time...it was quite a nice feeling :).
Back to yesterday...a mare , named Kamilla, lied down , and i never saw that before (from her), so i just ahd to lie with her :). I also got to know a young stallion, who we played a little, i walked and jumped around his box, and he did the same, shaking his head and stuff :). We occasionally shared breath while playing. It was fun :)

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Yesterday i thoroughly nibbled my beloved's ears. I love doing that , and she likes it too.
And only about two months to go, and i'll be done paying "her price" to her current owner. I can't wait to get her out of that riding stables...she deserves so much more..like most horses.
There's a gelding there who is rather stubborn, always trying to bite whoever gets close to him , but...if i scratch his back, and rump, he almost melts from pleasure :)). I would gladly take him with me as well, and show him that not all two leggers are assholes...But that's way too much expenses. But who knows...

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Well...it started with a couple of twists allright...
On the 1st an extremely frigthening event in the late afternoon, was followed by a wonderful sensation during the night...The horrible part was the short lasting possibility of loosing a very dear friend, and seeing a horse die...I do not wish that feeling for anyone...

The wonderful part was, that i lost my virginity to a mare in heat (and boy was she in heat...). She is rather sensitive though :). The number (and force) of orgasms she had...shees...amazing :). Nope, she was not my love, but that will soon happen i hope...I long for her more than ever.

She is so beautiful :)

Damn i hate this weather...grey...wet...makes me depressed. And tomorrow i have to work. Oh well. As always i keep telling myself that i do it for her...which is true :) I just hope it will be spring soon...

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There is one slight problem with love, when having someone as a mate...you miss her like hell, when she's not with you...I miss my beloved, and i can't help that...sometimes i feel guilt that i don't spend every free second of my life with her. At the same time, i can't help but think about all the terrible things that could happen to her while i'm not there...i know, silly thoughts, but hard to get them out of my mind.

I just wish, something would happen that would make our life so much simpler...like winning the lottery :). I don't want to spend it on myself...i don't want to buy a castle, and ten sport cars or a yacht, i just want a home for me and my beloved, i just want to be happy with her, and i want her to be happy with me.
But that is unlikely to happen soon...So i have to work, i have to attend to college at the same time...i'm tired. I'm tired of all the humiliation ,when the boss lectures me, and i have to listen and can't just tell him to go to hell. Well for a certain mare i am willing to withstand that. I just hope i wont loose my temper (which is luckyly hard to loose, in my case).
I guess life just wont make it easy, but maybe i "learn my lesson" this way...Godess knows why i have to :P. But there are so many beings on this planet only, who probably are in need of help much more than i am.

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Well..today i got a taste of her wonderful entrance of joy. I had to be careful, so nobody sees me, but luckily there was nobody around...i gently kissed and licked...the sheer closeness of her sex was so wonderful, all that heat radiating from her...I long for the moment when our love will fulfill. I wish she could have a foal from me...

Today i have visited my beloved mare at the stables. We spent three hours together. I caressed her, and enjoyed her warm presence. Her eyes mesmerize me, her whole form is so beautiful...She was gentle, let me clean her tits, and even to caress her sex a little, while she was grazing. I simply feel happy that i have her, i'm "affraid" she means everything to me :).
I'm so very grateful for her existence...

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Greetings all...just for fun's sake i have created a LJ account. I guess if i'll be in a really talkative mood i'll post something here :).
I don't want to tell you too much about myself...I'm a horse lover, which means i love them (mares) in every possible way, including intimate contact :). I have a wonderful mare who i love so much...she means my life to me. Currently i'm trying to get enough money together every month to support her.
For your information, i'm a college student, studying to be an electrical engineer.
Well just that short something about me for now...

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